Page LXXII.In order to MR. CHARLES DEIGHTON.
Oh, Deighton, I’m undone! Heartache irremediable is my coming parcel! This woman is moved; yes, she actually is moved for good! The fresh darling out-of my personal heart, new heart of all of the my personal wishes and you may enjoyments is not any much more! Vicious destiny provides snatched this lady from me; and you will the woman is irretrievably shed! We rave, and echo; We mirror, then rave! You will find perhaps not patience to incur this disaster, neither capability to remedy it! In which shall I travel throughout the upbraidings of my mind, which accuses me personally as the murderer regarding my personal Eliza? I would fly so you’re able to demise, and you will find a sanctuary on the grave; although forebodings out-of a good retribution ahead, I can not out with! Oh, that we had seen the woman; that i had again expected the girl forgiveness! But even you to definitely advantage, you to definitely comfort is actually denied me! Your day on what We meant to visit her, most of my property was connected, in order to hold the other people, I was obliged to close my personal gates, and stay a great prisoner inside my domestic! High living, and you may old costs, obtain by luxury, had quicker the chance out of my wife in order to almost no, and i could not match the clamorous needs of my financial institutions.
In vain was my personal anxiety; this may maybe not relieve; it could perhaps not get rid myself! Read more